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Name: Ayuki
State: Hawaii
Birthday: 6/22/1906
Gender: Female
Interests: Photography and sexy girls :D No really... I LOVE Jay Chou! video games, chillaxin', movies, my budday's, music..
Expertise: Ehh... masturbation, being kinky, and not liking stinky boys ;D Are you that gullible!? :P
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AIM:  dopebliss
Member Since:
2/7/2003
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Good Bye.
Background song: Please Come Back To Me by Se7en
This song is dedicated to Shunichi.... who recently passed away.
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My so called boyfriend passed away on July 28, 2004.
We made a promise... that we would say good-bye before leaving. And he broke that promise...
I wish I could've seen his face just one more time before he left.
Now I can never see it... feel his touch.. or smell his scent.
Today was the first day of school... we attended the same school... everytime I'm there... I think about him.
I remember all those times when I'd spend lunch with him... all those times we'd walk home from school together.
*sigh*
I know I have to stop dwelling over this... and get over with it.
But it's hard... y'know?
I just.... I can't.. forget him.
I truely and honestly do miss him... he will always be with me.. helping me through life/hard times as I've done for him when he was still alive.
I just hope... he's happy.
And I will try my best to be happy for him and myself as well.
To Shunichi...
You will always be in my heart.. and I will always remember you... I will hold onto our memories.
You were the first person I loved... and I know I was the first person you loved.
No matter how much you hurt me.. I still cared.
So I hope you're finally at peace... and still thinking about me.. good bye Shunichi.
(Sorry.. I'll return comments later.) | | |
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Thoughts & such.
No offense but Xanga is really getting boring.
Well... here's my thoughts... if you can understand.
Anata o shinjiteta noni damashita. Demo I can't hide these kimochi from you. Anata no koto wasuretakatta. Why are you itsumo on my mind? Nani mo nakatta you na furi shinaide. Doushite sonna taido o surun da? Kodomo mitai na koto shinaide. I know your better than that... anata ga dou omotteru ka shiritai. Demo... atashi no koto riyou shiteru. I don't want to believe that... onegai sonna koto shinaide. I don't understand why but anata no koto igai wa kangaerarenai. Honto no koto itte hoshii? Anata no koto ichinichijuu kangaeru. Actually, anata no koto bakkari kangaeta ever since you've captured my attention. I wonder... atashi no koto yoku kangaeru? If you do... then nande denwa kurenakatta no? Where are you? Watashi o omotterun darou? Sou omoimasen... =[ Samishii no... anata no koto subete shiritai. Oshiete so I can make things right. Ikanaide... I'm itsumo totemo ureshii just seeing you. Dakara, mou gakkari sasenaide. Do you act this way because atashi ni akita no? Well... kono chance nogasanaide. Saigo kamo shirenai. Iiwake shinaide... you know you want it too.
This doesn't mean I'm literally telling this to "you"... just the way my thoughts flow is like I'm telling it to that person.
Anyway... off that subject.
I went to the beach recently.
I'm going tomorrow too.
It was awesome.
I caught a lot of waves.
Really nice.
Well, I'm tired... so I'll update later.
Whenever that is... if you wanna keep in touch with me, just IM me on AIM or something.
 Ayuki | | |
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Update.
Time for a real update.
Sorry I haven't been posting much.
Been kind of... busy.
Anyway, today; Thursday; or should I say yesterday, since it is currently 1:15 a.m.) was the last day of summer school for me.
FINALLY...
I was so proud of myself that I just had to do this:
CLOSE UP.
(LOL..)
Damn straight.
How'd I fail with an F and end up making it up with an A?
Proves that my excuse was true. 
That's right biotch.
Stairway To Heaven.
Last episode was on Tuesday.
I wonder how many people reading my Xanga right now know what this show is.
There must be a lot of you. 
Alas, it was a sad ending.
Usually all asian drama's end sad.
Like any other melodrama, this story opens with two childhood friends: Cha Song Joo (Kwon Sang-woo; the guy in the pic) and Han Jung Suh (Choi Ji-woo; the girl in the pic). However, as Jung Suh's father remarries, her new stepmother Tae Mira, brings her two children along, Han Tae Hwa and Han Yuri (Kim Tae-hee). An introvert, Han Tae Hwa (Shin Hyun-joon) is touched by Jung Suh's kindness towards him and gradually falls in love with her. On the other hand, Jung Suh and Song Joo have an inseparable relationship. At the same time, Yuri also likes Song Joo. So you can see that there's pretty complicated relationship triangle, or rather, rectangle here.
The show then fast-forwards years later, when the children have all grown up. However, due to a freak accident, Jung Suh is run over by Yuri's car, which leaves her suffering from memory loss and living with Tae Hwa under a pseudonym. Song Joo is devastated, but never forgets about Jung Suh even though the irritating Yuri tries at all times to get his attention. When the lovers finally reunite, another cruel misfortune occurs...
Summer.
So far my summer has been shitty only because of summer school.
Overall though... besides summer school... it's been awesome. 
I watched a shit load of movies during this summer vacation.
Shrek 2 (Multiple times...)
Harry Potter 3
Day After Tomorrow
Dodgeball
White Chicks
Okay... so maybe that wasn't a shit load but it was enough for me to think that way.
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If you understand Japanese... then go ahead and translate that. 
Daaayyuuummmnnnn... I'm sooooooo bored right now.
Actually, I'm tired. lol
I think I'm going to sleep now.
It is currently 2 a.m. and I've been awake straight through since 5:45 a.m. yesterday.
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Thanks for the comments everybody!
44 comments and 74 eprops...
Love you all!
Hope everyone is having a dope summer! 
Ayuki | | |
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Shit.
OMFG... it's almost 1 a.m. and I'm so fucking tired.
I went to sleep by 4 a.m. yesterday (Or if you prefer, today) and woke up by 10 a.m. just for my babe Tara ;P to watch a movie.
Man, I need to catch up with my sleep.
Besides that, I watched Shrek 2 today with Tara and Klinton!
It was awesome. =D
I enjoyed spending time with them as well as the movie.
LOL
Bought that... not for myself though. =P
Me and Tara are experimenting something.
Heres more images:
LOL
I can't stop laughing...
Well, last night I went to the kitchen to get myself a glass of apple juice to find this...
I wasn't in the mood to drink anything after that. =/
Fucking cockroaches... *shudders*
I got goosebumps thinking about that.
And to add on to that, while I was about to go to sleep, the same roach was flying around in my room.
And it just wouldn't die.
I swear... roaches are out to get me.
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Well, my whole week(end) is pretty filled up.
Friday: Ortho appointment and spend "quality" time with my dad.
Saturday:Kristi's bday party.
Sunday:Megan's bday party.
That's about it. =/
It's going to be a loooooong weekend for me.
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Thanks for the comments everyone!
I you all!
<3 Ayuki
EDIT.
Summer school! 
OMFG... I regret failing the first semester!
That is the highest GPA/MPA I ever got in my life.
(Seriously... I'm not that smart.)
I NEED more credits.
Shit, sorry it's not that clear... my scanner was being a real biotch so I had to use my shitty webcam. 
Starting from the top:
A
B
A
B
B
B
A
I swear, final exams were starting to give me a slight heart attack.
(No sarcasm there...)
I'm amazed I passed with decent grades.
(A's and B's)
I was getting a low B for History and I fell asleep during the exam until I heard the teacher say "Okay, I'm going to be picking up the exams in about 3 minutes."
Fuck, I woke up right away and worked my brain off.
I guess I passed my exam with at least a B since I passed the year with a B.
And whoa, thanks for all the comments and eprops everyone.
Hope everyone's summer is awesome.
TUESDAY = LAST EPISODE. 
THURSDAY = LAST DAY. | | |
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50th State Fair
It's 5:15 a.m. right now and I'm still not asleep.
I ate Jack In The Box at 1 a.m. so I'm not feeling that sleepy... yet.
Just wanted to update this because I haven't typed anything in here for the longest time ever.
Oh fuck, I can hear birds chearping outside.
That's a bad sign.
Going to bed too late.
Well I'm more of a night person anyways.
I don't prefer going out during the day time unless I'm in the mood to.
Or have nothing else to do. =/
Anyway, last night I went to the 50th State Fair and it was awesome!
I met up with Tara, her friend Yumi, Chris (Yumi's bf), and Charley.
I didn't think I'd have this much fun.
I bought the wrist band which costed me $20.
I think it was worth the 20 bucks.
I rode on most of the rides including riding some of them more than once. =D
I think The Zipper is the best ride the fair has.
The Ring Of Fire is a waste of money...
Honestly.. it may look scary but it ain't once you ride it.
You must experience to understand.
You can't just say "Oh, don't do that because it sucks."
Because then the other person will ask "Why, have you tried it?"
And you'll say "Oh.. no, but it looks like it sucks."
Then the other person may say "Well then fuck you, I'm gonna do it."
=/
What a nice way for me to put it.
Well along with my story...
I ended up staying until past 12 a.m.
Tara and Yumi went home so I hung out with Charley and Chris for a while longer.
We rode on The Ring Of Fire (Which wasn't scary at all.) and then The Spin Out. (An okay ride.)
Then walked over to that little shopping center where they have McDonald's, K-Mart, and Sak N Save.
Charley did something that I thought was kind of cute.
He was buying a bottled drink from one of those vending machines, so he put in a dollar and waited for it to let him choose which drink he wanted.
The machine didn't let him so he was wondering why...
So then his friend Chris said "1.25" and he looked at the machine and it said "1.25" (lol)
Then Chris was laughing saying "I thought he would have caught on but I guess not!"
So I eventually started laughing along as well. =D
Well sooner or later I got a ride home and well...
I ate Jack's Spicy Chicken from Jack In The Box at 1 a.m. which has been running my body until now.
Whoa, its almost 6 a.m. already. (lol)
Damn, I take forever typing out these entries.
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If anyone can read and understand what I have typed above then congratulations.
My Japanese is shitty...
(Even though all the people who can read it understands it.)
Anyway, I'm finally going to end this entry now.
Thanks for the shit load of comments I got on my last entry! =]
I you all!
P.S.uŽ„‚̓jƒbƒN(Cheung)‚ðˆ¤‚µ‚Ä‚¢‚Ü‚·v=X
EDIT:
Heres a pic from the fair!
From left to right: Chris, Tara, Charley, and Me =]
Aw... don't me and Tara look sexy together? ;D
Haha
Well me and Tara plan on watching some movie tomorrow at Pearl Ridge.
Anyone wanna join us? =P
Well I'll update more later! | | |
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